Rather than start my own ranting thread (again!) I used the search and posted here. I’m about halfway through the first semester of the beginners class at Shida. I think my teacher is good, my class has a healthy mix of nationalities, and I think I’m putting a lot of effort into learning what I’m supposed to be learning.
But I’m getting frustrated. I seem to be slipping, and there doesn’t seem to be any amount of work that I can do to catch up. If I was to rate myself, it would go like this (have never seen what my average mark is yet- I don’t know what’s up with that)
Reading - 95-100 %
Listening- 85- 95 %
speaking- 80- 90 %
writing- 60 %
- and falling as time goes on and the books get more difficult.
This is what I do:
Class is in the morning at 8:10. Before that, I usually get about 20 - 50 minutes of review and/or preview in. I often use this time to practice writing.
Two hours of class, I feel pretty confident, and feel that my understanding of the grammar, reading and pronounciation is pretty good. I participate as much as possible, and try out as many different combinations of the lessons that we are learning as I can (stealing as much attention as I can). I often forget words or lessons from previous chapters, but usually recover them with little or no prompting. I think this is OK.
After class, I go down the street for a coffee, review the lesson and practice writing any new stuff we have learned. I often make up sample sentences or questions, and answer them. My teacher is very gracious in that she will mark a lot of stuff that she probably doesn’t have to, so I only give her about 10 percent extra than the assigned homework. If I don’t do this at the cafe, then I go home and do it.
At home, I alternate writing rows of characters with answering the questions in the workbook. I take frequent breaks to make tea, snacks, clean something, laundry, forumosa, etc. A break every 30 minutes or so. This might go on for a few hours. Then I take a big break (go for a bike ride or something), come back, and test my writing and recall.
I practice writing by either writing rows of characters or by self testing using supermemo or flashcards. I feel pretty confident after I have spent about a total of 8 freaking hours writing and my hand hurts. I self test by looking at the pinyin, English, or zhuyin of a word and then try to write it. I give myself a checkmark for yes and an x for no.when I get an x, I write it 5 times. I do this until I feel confident that I can get a good grade.
I occasionaly work in the evenings.
I test myself often. I review often. I often forget things from the previous chapters. This is very annoying. I can read everything, and listen and write pinyin and bpm for everything, but those f-ing characters are pissing me off. So many stupid mistakes.
My highest mark for the one dreaded test the teacher gives us is 80 percent. The test consists of her dictating a sentence that has all the stuff we should have learned for the chapter. We are to write the bpm, tone marks and characters. We only get points for writing all three without mistakes. I freeze every time, write weird, made up characters, forget them completely, and it sucks. Tones, understanding the sentence, and bpm is fine. I went home after one of these classes and went through my scrap paper pile just to see how many times I have written a particular character that I have frozen on. Over 150 times. I’ve never done anything in my life 150 times and not known it. My classmates regularily ace this test.
So, when it comes to the testing, I freeze and I can’t recall how to write the characters. I’m frustrated, so much that I couldn’t even finish the test today. I gave up. I was forgetting half of the characters that I knew last test.
What am I doing wrong? What am I not doing? I think I should be improving, not getting worse. I went to see the “extra help” teacher and she said I should study more, but gave me no tips. Useless. I’ve talked to some people about this problem and they aren’t doing even half of what I’m doing. If this goes on, by the end of the semester, I’m going to have to take it again. I have never put this much effort into something and felt like I was slipping so hard.
I want to be able to write the characters because I want to be able to communicate. Maybe I will pursue other interests later where I will use this knowledge. It’s there, and I want to learn it.
Any tips? the only thing I can think of is that I’m not sleeping enough.