This will gonna be my 2022 Ending Song of the year.
Let me tell you a story.
I am with my GirlFriend for about 3 years already. Ofcourse there were ups and
down but we only care about the up so we can stay happy through out our relationship.
This Just December, She just said she will be just going somewhere else and told me not to wait for her
as she will be sleeping somewhere else. I have waited for 2 to 3 Days but I could not get a hold of her nor
from her friends who kept saying none them were able to see her at work or dormitory or somewhere else.
The nextday, She send me a message telling me to not look for her. She has done some bad things and She does
not want to drag me on to it.
I tried to reach her out why? Why can’t we talk about this and figure it out together? What happened?
Why did you never tell me any of this long ago. We could have work something out.
Unfortunately, I didnt get a response at all.
We were bound to get marry next year. We even fkin decorated the apartment with christmas decors!
And now I am very clueless why the heck do I need to undergo this kind of situation! Seriously?
She’s my bestfriend. I trust with my secrets. A tell her all my anxieties in life! She is my outlet for all my
anxietty. A Support line! My Medicine! ANd now I do not know how to deal with this. Everytime I go home, all I hear is
defeaning silence. And every movement I do only triggers every memories. every actions she does at home.
Now even as I fall asleep, I just coudnt. Laying on bed remembering how she hug me at my back. How the bed
supposed to be for 2 PERSON!
I’m sorry for ranting this here. I just have nothing else to throw this right now.
I hope wherever she is right now. I wish she is safe. She can figure things out by googling. She eats
enough etc etc.
Very Ironic to celebrate my christmas like this.
I guess, im really down to my knees right now and, Thank you for the happiest 3 years of my life with you.