Okay calling all forumosa suport,
This is term at ShiDa has been soooo frustrating for me. I am seeking anwsers or at least a point of view that will help me get out of this feeling.
I had a teacher from the beginning who didn’t want me in her class because the class ‘was full’. I tried to switch classes, but all the other teachers said the same thing. so, i went back to her class, where i have been struggling, but did okay on the first few tests (91,89) but suddenly when i swtich to her 10 am class and retook those same test all I got was 80’s. She like to say that it was me, i was rude, and i should have gotten lower score, but I believe it was because I had already taken those tests, as she told me that i had. When I confronted her, she yabbed away about me and what I was doing, when I had told her that I was seeking advice as to how I could improve. But agian it was all my fault, Im rude, etc. Eventhoght this teacher helped me switch classes when I missed so many of the 8 am (to which I thanked her for) she still never made me feel welcomed iin her class,i.e. I never had a place to sit at the table, I was always uncomfortable, and when I told her, she told me that there wasn’t any other classrooms avalible and she always spoke to me in rapid chinese and taiwanese in class.
- I am black, so sometimes, not all the times, wonder if this has anything to do with it.
- I am wonder if this was the teacher’s passive aggressive way to get me out of her class.
Also, this term , chinese has been really hard for me to grasp. i can’t go back to book one at shida, cause I know I will be bored out of my mind. I know I can do it, cause I can do other things in my life (like read the dammed newspaper with somewhat of a decent compreshion,etc.) Im ready to give up but my heart isn’t a quiter… I need advice… :help: