I just had a wonderful action packed ride of a manic episode. Having had 2 such epidsodes in the past I was no stranger to these. Learning more about qi (chi) and things I had a stronger understanding of what was going on this time around. What is/was what my original draw to Taiwan (aka a part of China) is for Chinese medicine and to one day have a good understanding of it and how it can be used to help battle deseases (sp?) like my own.
The other 2 times I worked myself off of the meds by myself. This time I’m going to stick with western medicine for a long while and hope to find an “all natural”, qi packed result that will get me back off of the meds or mabye I’m in it for the long haul this time, who knows (because I sure don’t). I really want to get this qi stuff figured out. There’s something to it that I’d like to have a deeper understanding of. I did end up getting my hands on some Chinese medicine, but alas it was too little too late.
I’d like to dedicate this last piece to anyone that was connected to me through something I was boiling up in my mind that fizzled away. And to say I’ll be back to gameclub next week (this time wearing my usual ).
Thank you forumosa for being there for me.
miltownkid (Casey Payne)