I dont think I can. My dad passed away 10 years ago. He had a wife and 10 kids in Taichung, left them and moved to USA. He met my mom and didnt tell her about his family had me and stayed together for 15 years. But then he left us and went back to Taiwan. I tried to make a relationship with my half brothers and sisters, but they all hate me. After my dad died, no one will help me with anything.