Hello everyone. I am a native of New York City, have been teaching English for ten years now–two years in South Korea, six years in my hometown, and for two years now in a semi-provincial town of Mainland China–and am very seriously considering moving to Taiwan. Whether to do so or to remain here is a difficult decision to make and it has been enormously helpful to me, this past month, to read through some of the many discussions here on all topics related to life in Taiwan.
I would like first to apologize in advance if I am asking questions which have been asked already. To tell the truth I have been a little “bewildered in the maze of threads” (to paraphrase Alexander Pope) and although I am aware that I am not the first person to come here seeking general advice of the sort I am asking for, yet I hope that my specific situation justifies me in asking the question again.
The main advantage of teaching in China, for me, is that I can teach at university here, and indeed even teach English literature, which is my special interest and what I have been doing for two years. I do not have a Master’s degree so going to Taiwan would mean reverting to standard teaching of grammar, oral English etc. Also, while teaching at a university here in China does not pay very much money, it pays adequately for a decent lifestyle here and leaves me a great deal of free time for my own writing, studying, and leisure, which is important to me.
However, and although my life here, on the whole, has been, if not very happy, at least one of quiet contentment, I have been longing more and more to move to Taiwan. Since I have never been there this may be due to misperceptions on my part, yet for several strong reasons I think I might be happier there.
Firstly, I have been studying the Chinese language for two years now and enjoy it a great deal and take the study seriously, although to be honest I have not made quite the progress I ought to have had I been more diligent. Now I hate loathe despise detest and am actually nauseated by the simplified characters which are used here on the mainland. It has become almost a mania with me, and from this it will not be hard to see why I might conceive that Taiwan would be a better place in which to continue my Chinese studies.
Secondly, China is not a very happy place in which to be a gay man, which I am. From everything I hear Taipei at least should be a huge improvement on any city here in that regard.
Thirdly, while this provincial city has all the advantages of provincial cities everywhere–relatively large apartments at low rent, and a calm and unhurried lifestyle, for example–this particular New Yorker very much misses theatres, restaurants, well-stocked bookstores and all the other advantages of urban culture. Reading threads on Forumosa has convinced me that Taipei should be far more to my liking than even Shanghai would in that regard, although if anyone who has lived both in Taipei and in either of the major Chinese cities would like to comment I would be very grateful for the advice.
I understand that in Taipei I will be able to go to church with an English langauge service, or with a Chinese language service which has not had to be revised by the censors of the communist party. And that brings me to my last reason for wanting to leave this country in favour of Taiwan. China is not a free country, a fact which one forgets about sometimes in the course of ordinary life, but which has a habit of making itself felt at critical moments. I spent the greater part of yesterday feeling that, after all, to remain here for another year would be a good thing. Then in the evening I went to a five-star hotel where foreign newspapers and magazines are available and, seeing that The Economist contained a review of a new biography of Chairman Mao, by the authoress of the Wild Swans, I bought the hotel’s only copy of the magazine. As I left the hotel I turned to page 83, which contained the book review, and found to my indignation that it had been torn out. And this is the third time in five months that an article relating to China had been torn out of all copies of The Economist to enter this country. Two months ago it was the page containing an article about China’s relations with Australia which had been torn out. How dangerous could that have been to the continuance in government of the present system? But anything is dangerous enough to the paranoid. And confronted with this tangible evidence, in my hand, of unfreedom, this magazine out of which pages had been torn by a political censor, I felt such a wave of revulsion that all the plans I had, earlier that day, formed for a continued residence in this country dissolved like phantoms, and I felt and still feel that if I could once go to Taiwan, news of whose elections, referendums, demonstrations, debates, protests, and all other such behaviour as freedom delights in have made their way even to these shores, then I should derive a real happiness simply from the fact of residing again, after so long a hiatus, in the midst of a liberty-loving people.
Having said all this–and I beg your collective forgiveness for the great length at which I find it necessary to express my situation–I suppose you may ask why I hesitate, and do not simply move to Taiwan as soon as the completion of my duties at the university at which I am currently employed–that will be in the middle of July, and my working visa, if I do not renew it, will expire in August–permits me to do so. There is, first, a natural conservatism of temper on my part which makes each successive uprooting of myself, each successive decision to start life new in a new place, more difficult than the last. Yet that would not in itself deter me long.
What deters me is the nature of the teaching work available in Taiwan, at least as it appears from the online job advertisements I have read so far. Most of them seem to be for teaching kindergarten, something for which I have little talent. Many of them prefer a “female” and ask for teachers under the age of thirty-five, criteria which make me wonder what the priorities and values are of the people for whom I might be working. And I am bewildered by the sheer number of references to “scooters”. In New York I took the subway to work and derived no pleasure from it; to have to negotiate the traffic of a busy city on a “scooter”, especially after two years during which my “commute” has involved a walk of five minutes across a tree-lined campus. But most of all it is the amount of work which I wonder about. Here I teach sixteen hours a week and have about twenty weeks of vacation a year. The jobs I have seen advertised in Taiwan mostly require forty hours of work a week and give one week vacation a year. I am aware that working long hours is the common lot of most of humanity and have no wish to seem spoiled; I myself worked eight hours a day in New York and commuted for two; but I have grown used here to a great deal of free time and have reservations about abandoning that.
Johnson said that Life places her blessings, some on the right hand, and some on the left, so that we cannot advance towards some without losing others. The blessings of life here are largely ones of convenience, and calm, and leisure. Those of Taiwan, if I understand correctly, would be a richer social and cultural life,–perhaps I should simply say, A cultural life, A social life etc., as here those things have approached barrenness.
Let me conclude by again begging pardon for the inordinate length of this post. It is my introduction of myself as a new member of this forum and a request for any information or advice which might make my decision easier, especially from people who have been both here and there but also from anyone who might furnish me with an account of what I can realistically expect in terms of life in and english teaching in Taiwan. I should add that my savings are limited and that I would depend upon finding work within a month at most of arriving in that country. In reciprocation I would be more than happy to furnish anyone who wishes it information about life in mainland China.
Best wishes and Thank You in advance to everyone who takes the time to read and respond to this.