As said in my previous writings, there is UK1 and UK2 in my life.
Since i decide not to be in any relationship now, UK1 and UK2 strongly feel my unconcerns on them. They have different reactions.
UK1 becomes more passion to me, keep asking me what happened, start to talk about something sweet. Expect to see i could contact him as before.
UK2 is anxious to look for me, he thinks i am hiding him, declare he wants to be with me. He wants me to go on a vacation with him to Tailand on CNY.
Funny is, they both also want me to find someone local, that will be best for me, but they don’t really want to see i am really with someone else.
Well, i don’t understand men, once they know you concern them, they treat it normal as like the air around the world. Once they feel you might be away from them, they show their gentel, concerns, even sweet talks just try to hold you back. What they done is what woman what them done when they have good feelings to each others.
This kind of story happens as a spiral life. Again, again and again. To show your concerns, not to show your concerns, again again and again.
I am really tired of this kind of life.
I reckon there wil not have any result no matter to be with UK1 or UK2.
I may love UK1, UK2 loves me.
Ridiculous is, there is a long long long distance between.
Really tired at this kind of life.
Maybe because the weater is freeze, i loss my mind and don’t know what i am writing.
Whatever, i don’t understand men.




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