[quote]But seemingly I have developed somewhat of a fixation/obsession, which is rather immature in itself.
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Oh this is such a classic case of seduction at its best and believe me women are the absolute pros at this!!! Look at Cleopatra, Monroe, etc… and yes there are men that are pros at it also, but they always have the one woman that knocks them off their feet…
Come on Gregsoul, look what she is doing to you… She might not be aware or she might be, but either way she has got your ass where she wants you… I dont know the girl so I cannot say what she feels, but come on Greg… I have played this game so many times its crazy… As long as she knows you are there, she will keep on doing this… Hell, why not her BF is the stability, the right and you are something of a fantasy, something that guys/girls both dream of, someone where she realizes or not that is going to be to live out her fantasies whenever she chooses… I am not saying she doesnt have feelings for you, she probably does, but why should she change what she is doing, she has the best of both worlds right now and it is up to you whether this game continues or not!
My advice to you, take it or leave it, i could careless, is do the obvious thing and ignore her, not completely though… Say hi to her at the office, smile like nothing is wrong… when she calls answer, if she wants to do something no matter how difficult make up and excuse… Dont say you are going out with another girl, but leave a bit of mystery, say you are going out with friends… Dress nicer than usual when you are going to see her at work, make her miss you… Have friendly small talk with other females around her, maybe even flirt a small bit… The last one is a thin line though so be careful, too much and all you will do is piss her off, but whatever you do, pretend to be happy, get the ball back in your court and then do as you wish…
I do not promise this will work since I havent seen the two of you together, but hey, if not, if this doesnt work at least you will know then that all you were to her was a fantasy of sort and then you can move on…
Gregsoul, I am the first to admit that I am not the smartest most intellegent person out there… I cannot tell you a quarter of the shiat I read on here, but I can tell you about this… I am a pro at these games… Like I said take the advise or not, I could careless but based on your posts you can do three things, keep letting her walk over you, forget about her, or play the game… Good luck